Thursday, October 19, 2006
Another sleepless night.
Well, its not that I am not feeling tired or sleepy. I know that once I hit the sack I will be snoring away. Worrying thoughts keeping me awake. These thoughts almost forcing me to stay awake to worry and think them through. Almost forcing me to take a resolution or find a solution. Why do I make my own life miserable like this?
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Looks like this blog is going to be a vent for my frustrations.
There is something missing in my life. Sometimes I think I know what it is. Sometimes I know what it is. Sometimes I have no clue. But there is a void.
Work is frustrating because there are a lot of expectations but not enough support coming from places where it should. Does that makes sense?
On the personal front, things are not that bad. But the uncertainity is killing me. Will we? Won't we? If we don't, then what's the plan? What am I leaning towards? I don't know. It's not like there is someone other waiting for me with open arms. Sometimes I wish there was. Is that so wrong?
